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lindseyyy ann.
likeforeverago
01 July 2008 @ 11:21 pm
huh.  
edited:

if i only know you through the internet, and you were cut from my friends list and you still want to read my journal, let me know. i will probably re-add you.

if i know you in real life, and you were cut from my friends list, it doesn't mean i hate you. or loathe you. or not care about you. i just don't feel comfortable with you reading my entries anymore. it doesn't mean i don't want us to be friends. to be fair, i could create a filter that filters all of you out, but i don't like being that un-honest. i'm sure if you have internet connections, you'll use those people to read my entries, anyways. i've probably pissed you off, so i guess i would deserve that. i just feel like with some of you, you never want to have a serious conversation with me, and let's be frank, i'm 19 - at one point i was a very depressed kid and i'm growing up. i need to have serious conversations. and if i feel like i need to have serious entries that you can't see, either suck it up or sleuth behind my back. and with the others, i feel like you use my entries against me. you're welcome to talk to me about it, maybe we can work it through. maybe i'm just stressed and being ridiculous at the moment. i don't know.

please respect my wishes. or at least, keep your shit-talking properly behind my back.
 
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i don't have a beard now get off my sack[info]batboy on July 2nd, 2008 04:32 am (UTC)
I just got your text. I hope this makes you happy :( I like happy Lindsey.
jamie is a boy's name anyway: kevin/tom/alec ps (brohangs)[info]recycledcans on July 2nd, 2008 04:39 am (UTC)
I really hope you move here with Sarah. I also like happy Lindsey.
dude von dudenstein: dr - 10 - geek[info]jessikacast on July 2nd, 2008 05:51 am (UTC)
I can't remember if I commented the last two entries, but if I didn't, I'm glad for your new era. Seeing people grow into themselves/into healthier people is the best.

I've decided to go to Windsor Drive at Mojoe's the 13th, meaning 2 hangs in a week. Uhmazing!
lindseyyy ann.[info]likeforeverago on July 2nd, 2008 06:06 am (UTC)
Oh man, I never rely on comments, so don't feel the need to. I deleted online people because they haven't touched their journals in months, not because they don't comment me.

I'm excited to see you twice in a week! It will be so much fun. I am really looking forward to next week - I've been on an emotional rollarcoaster this week and I keep telling myself that in just a few days - I am going to be with good friends, good hangs, good skylines, good food, and good music.
dude von dudenstein: dr - 10 - geek[info]jessikacast on July 2nd, 2008 07:19 am (UTC)
I can not wait for this week to be over, really. It just seems these past five days have been lasting a life time, and I definitely need some chill time to get away from it all too.

Even though Mojoe's is a little scummy, down the road there is some pretty good food (Panda Express, heck yes), you guys want to grab something after the 13th's show?
lindseyyy ann.[info]likeforeverago on July 2nd, 2008 10:00 am (UTC)
I am definitely up for post show hangs. Especially good food post show hangs. Sign me up! I will definitely go. :-)

I'm sorry this week has been hard on you too. If you ever need to vent, I am here :)
keba_is_slain[info]keba_is_slain on July 2nd, 2008 08:21 am (UTC)
I really don't think the skylines are what can make you happy, but I'm glad you have great friends in Chicago, they can help make you happy. Ultimately only you can do that for yourself, friends are just there for help. If you don't agree, I'm sorry. I hope it all levels out, because extremes of anything are not good. I feel like I can empathize with that right now too. If you need to talk, I will be glad to listen. God knows, us roller coaster people need help too.
Sammy[info]apothecary on July 2nd, 2008 10:21 am (UTC)
thank you for keeping me :) i am def interested!
:][info]hautepink on July 2nd, 2008 07:53 pm (UTC)
that's why i have 2 separate journals. this one is for anyone but real life friends, and the other one is for real life friends. in the real life friends one i keep things very vague because nothing is friends only and anyone can look at it. heh. i wouldn't want people going behind my back and reading my entries though. you probably shouldn't suggest that, lol.
lindseyyy ann.[info]likeforeverago on July 2nd, 2008 07:59 pm (UTC)
i'm not suggesting it. i know it'll happen if they really want to. sucks that i feel that'll happen (and that my privacy won't be respected), but that's life, i guess. right?
:][info]hautepink on July 3rd, 2008 01:44 am (UTC)
yeah. they should respect your privacy but maybe they do it because they care about you and are worried?
.[info]undrgroundlegnd on July 2nd, 2008 09:22 pm (UTC)
honestly i think this s al bull and i had nothing to do with an drama and you are taking it out on me. and we have serious conversations al the time. but if this is how you feel whatever its not like i can change t
Heimeko[info]heimeko on October 21st, 2008 12:27 am (UTC)
so wher do i lie...
you dont know me that well.. YET... but i assure you im no jeckle.

smile
(no subject) - [info]michelsmith2763 on December 4th, 2008 09:55 am (UTC) Expand
[info]top40nostalgia on February 25th, 2009 08:05 am (UTC)
Un-honest is totally not a real word. But I still love you!
lindseyyy ann.[info]likeforeverago on February 25th, 2009 05:09 pm (UTC)
Do I know you?
woah man[info]graterthen on July 17th, 2009 03:06 am (UTC)
ITS EVAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ADD ME BACCKKKKKKKK